Why You Can’t Relax—And How to Teach Your Nervous System That It’s Safe

**You can also listen to this in audio format only on The Regulated Mother Podcast on Apple or Spotify.

**Below is the podcast turned into a blog article for easy reading.

The Moment Rest Felt Unsafe

The house was finally quiet. No one was making demands of me. No meltdowns. My son was happy and engaged on his iPad, and for the first time all day, there was space for me to finally rest. I was so tired. I sat down, closed my eyes, and immediately felt this jolt in my body: "You should be doing something."

My mind flooded with the mental to-do list—laundry, dishes, emails—and instead of resting, I got up. Again.

Have you ever had a moment like that—where you really want to relax and rest, and you're so tired and stressed, but your mind won’t let you? Where stillness feels almost unsafe, and rest just doesn’t land in your body?

Why is that?

If this sounds familiar—if you can’t rest even when your child is calm—then this article is for you. I’m going to break down why this happens, how it affects your parenting, and how to begin restoring your nervous system’s ability to relax and recover so you can show up as the regulated parent you want to be.

Hypervigilance in the Nervous System

There was a time when my son had so many intense meltdowns and aggressive rages every day that even when things were calm, I couldn’t relax. I spent most of my time co-regulating him, managing the chaos, and using whatever leftover time I had to cook, clean, and keep the house running. If I did get a quiet moment to myself, I’d scroll on my phone or attempt to close my eyes—only to be interrupted by another thought telling me to get something done.

I felt constantly on edge, waiting for the next meltdown. Even when there was no immediate crisis, I couldn’t stop my body from staying on high alert. My nervous system believed it needed to stay ON so I wouldn’t be caught off guard by the next wave of intensity. It also believed that if I let myself relax, I would collapse and not be able to do what was needed.

This is what it means to be stuck in hypervigilance. It’s when your nervous system is constantly hovering in a sympathetic fight-or-flight state. You’re scanning for danger, always on edge, and even when there is no threat—you feel like you have to be ready for one.

If your child activates frequently or doesn’t tolerate you resting, your nervous system can easily adopt this pattern. Over time, the natural rhythm of activation followed by relaxation becomes disrupted.

Signs You Might Be Stuck in Hypervigilance

• You can’t sit still

• You default to staying busy

• Rest feels uncomfortable or unproductive

• You feel fidgety, restless, or your mind races constantly

You are not broken. Your nervous system is doing exactly what it’s designed to do to protect you.

But to be a more regulated parent, it’s important to retrain your nervous system to come back into rest, and restore your ability to cycle between activation and restoration.

Why We Resist Rest

Many of the moms I work with struggle to come down into a relaxed state. Even when we begin a practice together and their body starts to soften, I often see them quickly pop back into sympathetic mode. When we explore this, what often comes up is a belief like:

"If I actually allow myself to rest, I will go into complete collapse. I’ll be so exhausted I won’t be able to do anything." Or, the other answer I often hear is “I feel tired now and I don’t like to feel tired.”

So they override their need for rest, power through the day, and only allow themselves to collapse once everything is done. That pattern makes sense, especially in a culture that glorifies productivity and doing.

We’re conditioned to believe that rest is lazy, that doing more makes us better, and that success means constant movement.

Personal Conditioning Around Rest

I remember feeling lazy anytime I lay around to watch TV. And when I did try to rest as a child, I would hear judgment or criticism in my head, echoing from the past.

My mom often wanted help cleaning, and when I resisted because I truly needed rest, I was told I was being lazy. I internalized the belief that resting meant I wasn’t good or helpful or productive.  I also internalized that it was not approved of to listen to my body’s needs.  “Override your needs for rest so you can be loved and successful in life” is what I learned. 

So now as an adult, my nervous system doesn’t trust rest. It equates stillness with judgment, failure, or collapse.

And if you’re parenting a high-needs child, that old conditioning is only made stronger. Because now you actually DO have to stay on more often. You ARE being asked to respond constantly.

The Hidden Cost of Staying ON

Hypervigilance might feel like you're being responsible or prepared, but it mounts a huge stress load on your system.

Staying in that sympathetic "on" state all day burns a lot of energy. And eventually, your body says: this is unsustainable.

That’s when we drop into dorsal vagal shutdown — a state of collapse, fatigue, helplessness, or even numbness.

In shutdown, you might feel:

• Heavy and disconnected

• Numb or emotionally flat

• Overwhelmed or frozen

• Thoughts like: "I can’t do this," or "This is too much"

This isn’t failure. This is your nervous system’s last-ditch effort to conserve energy.

And the more you avoid rest, the more stress builds in your system.

The more stress you carry, the more easily you’re primed to react to your child. Even small things will feel overwhelming. You might find yourself snapping, yelling, or shutting down—not because you want to, but because your nervous system is maxed out.

Rest helps you empty the bathtub of stress load. When you rest, you release some of that stress and regenerate, so that the next challenge doesn't push you over the edge. It makes space.

Start With Awareness and Micro-Practices

Awareness is always the first step.

Start noticing:

• When you’re about to scroll instead of rest

• When you sit down and immediately feel the urge to jump up

• When your mind races the moment stillness arrives

These moments of awareness are powerful.

They give you space to choose something new—to gently return to the present moment.

Here are a few simple micro-practices that help retrain your nervous system:

• Grounding — Feel your feet on the floor. Notice sensations: warm, cool, firm, soft.

1. Support — Feel your back and bum in the chair. Let yourself be held.

2. Orienting — Gently move your head and eyes around the room. Let your eyes land on something comforting or neutral—a plant, a blanket, the sky.

Let your system take it in. Notice what shifts.

Even 2–3 minutes of this can start to soften your state. Doing it a few times a day helps release bits of stress load.  This is the amazing thing to understand - that those of us busy moms with not a lot (or any) free time to have longer periods of rest - can actually still help our nervous systems to feel little bits of rest, often in the day, and that can help bring in a lot of regulation and build the pathway back to the body learning to go into rest more easily.  Little bits, multiple times a day is actually better than one long practice once a day. 

When You're Ready for More

If the micro-practices aren’t quite enough, you can build into longer periods of rest.

Try this somatic down-regulation practice:

1. Shake it off — Stand or sit and shake your arms, legs, spine. Let your body release stored tension.

2. Lie down — On a couch, bed, or supportive surface.

3. Feel support — Notice the sensations of your body being held.

4. Breathe — Inhale for 4 seconds, exhale for 6 through the nose. Place one hand on your heart and one on your belly.

5. Stay — For 15–20 minutes if you can. Let yourself drop into rest.

Use soothing self-talk: It’s safe to rest now.

Tool Spotlight: Unyte’s Rest & Restore Protocol

One of the most powerful tools I now rely on is the Rest and Restore Protocol (RRP) by Unyte.

It’s a neuroscience-based listening program developed by Dr. Stephen Porges and Anthony Gorry. It uses specialized sound frequencies that help regulate your heart rate, breath, and digestive rhythms—guiding your system into deeper parasympathetic states.

I use this multiple times a week. I lie down, put on headphones, and let it support my system into deep stillness.

Even after processing my early trauma where my nervous system learned that if I rest then it is followed by something dangerous (because that is what happened), I still had a residual holding pattern in my body. RRP helped me drop into a deeper layer of rest that I couldn’t reach on my own.

It’s gentle, passive, and powerful—especially when your system feels too stuck to come down by awareness and body based practices alone.

You can explore this tool at http://www.integratedlistening.com/RRP 

The Invitation

If you’re stuck in hypervigilance, this is not a nervous system that is failing - it is a nervous system that has learned that this is what you need to do to survive in a highly demanding parenting environment

But with awareness, micro-practices, and tools that support your biology, you can teach your body a new way.

You can rebuild the capacity to rest. To reset. To feel safe in stillness.

And that will make all the difference—not just for you, but for how you show up for your child.

You don’t have to stay on all the time to be a good mom.

Your system will be more ready for the next challenge if it’s allowed to rest and regenerate.

Let this be your invitation to begin.